Make one false move and it'll take ya down

So my Boards start in another two days... just bracing myself...
Good riddance, social science is first, I am awful at this subject... think i will extrapolate!
Listening to ' I Just Don't Know What To Do With Myself ' right now.
Will write more later... need to chant to the Gohonzon right now!
By the way... all bloggers should read this!!!

NEW YORK NEW YORK

Start spreading the news
I'm leaving today
I want to be a part of it, new york, new york
These vagabond shoes
Are longing to stray
And make a brand new start of it
New york, new york
I want to wake up in the city that never sleeps
To find i'm king of the hill, top of the heap
These little town blues
Are melting away
I'll brand a brand new start of it
In old new york


If i can make it there
I'll make it anywhere
It's up to you, new york, new york.


I want to wake up in the city that never sleeps
To find i'm king of the hill, top of the heap
These little town blues
Are melting away
I'll brand a brand new start of it
In old new york
If i can make it there
I'll make it anywhere
It's up to you, new york, new york.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KURT COBAIN!!!

This and That

Listening to: Pretty Fly For A White Guy by Offspring and Ode to Joy by Mozart

Location: Home

Feeling: Pissed... because I cant think of anything better to write

Also feeling: Jealous

Favorite new song: Frances Farmer Will Take her Revenge on Seattle by NIRVANA

Favorite new expression: I miss the comfort in being sad

Favorite new website: http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

Latest fascination: Anti-matter, Theory of relativity

New favorite song: Kiss Me by Sixpence None The Richer and Sanitarium by Metallica

(I can't stop listening to it... And THAT VIDEO! Don't get me started........ So yeah... This is the closest I've been to "Mainstream" in a while... But damn it's good! )

Currently Reading: Best of Satyajit Ray

Day-dreaming about: A house in Alaska

Coolest thing I've seen in a while: This bad boy....

My INFP

Had taken this quiz on 25th October, '05. Not any ordianary quiz, a friend gave me the link... it had a lot of questions and almost every question required a lot of thought. It gave me the following result, but since the quiz had taken almost 4 hours to complete, i didn't read the outcome, just saved it for later... only yesterday, while I was deleting all the rubbish mails, I stumbled upon this and I was shocked only to see how true this was. So I am:


creative, smart, idealist, loner, attracted to sad things, disorganized, avoidant, overwhelmed by unpleasant feelings, quitter, lonely, rule breaker, solitary, daydreams about people to maintain a sense of closeness, focus on fantasies, acts without planning, no self confidence, emotionally moody, feels defective, fails to complete work on time, likes esoteric things, wounded at the core, feels shame, frequently losing things, sad, dreams about a rescuer, disorderly, observer, easily distracted, does not like crowds, acts without thinking, private, uncomfortable around others, familiar with the darkside, hermit, pro-weed legalization, sabotages self, likes the rain, can't control fearful thoughts, cries easily, prone to regret, attracted to the counter culture, submissive, easily discouraged, frequently second guesses self, not punctual, not prepared, feels victimized, easily confused, irresponsible, pessimistic.

But I spotted a few errors: I know for a fact that I am not:
a quitter or low on self confidence and all my close friends say that I don't give in to crying very easily, apart from these minor slip-ups, this quiz seems to have judged me accurately!

Also, I dont know what "pro-weed legalization" means... so not sure about that either.

Something I think the quiz missed was the fact that I think about death very often! *I'm not scared of death, but I like thinking about it a lot!*

NO!

Yesterday was something!
First thing in the morning, severed ties with someone who used to be real great friend *man it seems this was like a million years ago!*
Me and my friend used to call him "NO" at one point of time. There is a weird kiddish reason behind this! Anyway, its mid-feb, and this is the third friend who I trashed! Boy! Great start for a year!
Actually, I had horrendous fights with two other friends of mine too... but I can't let go of them that easy. Avey and Arjun are the only two peolple to whom I can apologize without feeling embarrassed!

Then later in the evening, me and avey went shopping. It was fun.
On our way back, this guy suddenly came up to avey and asked her for her contact number. I don't think I can ever forget the look on avey's face when she said, "NO!". She acted like this guy was something unpleasant under the sole of her shoe!!. The guy certainly was kinda creepy, but I dont think he did anything to deserve that cold rejection... but then he should have known better than "maroing chance" with avey!

We bought some popcorn, we didn't eat it. We dropped it all over the road, screaming, "its sNOwing!!!" and completely sNOwed Sajal, when we met him!*He still isn't over Ahana!* And fir kya hona tha, like always, the three of us just talked absoluete goofing nonsense, laughed our heads off, got angry, and went home!

I repeat, yesterday really was something!

WHAT'S UP

Sometimes I want to win so badly that it hurts
Need to get it right, be the best, stay on top, come first
And I cheat a bit 'cause everyone, I guess, does...
Sometimes I dont even try,
'cause if I do and still fail,
it's even worse.